Overcoming My Difficult Past

abstracted severe self-confidence is the biggest roadblock I pretend to flavour for many years. I echo it is because among the three children in my family, I am the oldest to my younger sis and brother, my mom is incessantly uncompromising on me. If I did something wrong, nonetheless if it is the slightest thing, she will scold me hard, carnal knowledge me non to do this and non to do that. Like I remember one time, I got a C- on math quiz. The moment my mom motto the red numbers on the test sheet, her eyes glowering red. She would head to the shoes storage locker or kitchen and walk towards me with a thick stick or pipe, and she would start yelling at me and hit me, after striking the red marks would mounting across and over my arms and legs. My pargonnts recollect that it is a essential that I do things right, so they seldom and almost never encourage or eulogize me when I did a safe job on my projects or nevertheless getting straight off As on exams or midterm s. The hitting and scolding make me sapidity that I could not do anything right, and I squeeze out never satisfied my parents a little bit just now to get a precise compliment for them.\nI recover one of the reason that I am short of not having a persevering boldness to do things is because I think that I nates not do things right. Due to not getting peoples compliments often, so even when I did things right, it does not attend right to me, I ceaselessly feel thither are still things I could collapse or maybe there are some things involve to fix. The classic example of abstracted a persevering face when facing challenges of me is to lose weight. Because I am a premature birth child, neither can I be as well overweight or underweight, it is dark for my physical conditions. I have lost 10 kilos so far, but due to the instancy of schoolwork and the pressure I have to face at home, I tend to finish much more to venting them, when eating it would make me feel better. And so now I gained 10 plus 1 kilo back. My mom always say the biggest reason that I can not be as slim as I was used to is b...